surprisingly alot of people think of it ...

i never thought about it... and i keep away from those kind of people who think of suicide... it's not good to speak with them... to listen to a dark life of someone losing all hope... i don't have respect for them...
sounds hard maybe... but i have no respect for people who don't fight to have a good life.. UNLESS you have those killing feelings BUT you want to do something about it (and you're my friend) then ok , but if i don't see results quickly... i drop it... and leave.. coz those people drag you down...
if you're too fat and you feel miserable... and you don't do sports or diet to look great, and you think about ending your life... i don't care at all...
BUT
if you're too fat and miserable but you want to do something about it, like sports or operation or whatever... trying to be a better man... then you have my respect and i even help... ( i'm a personal trainer) so that you won't have such killing feelings anymore...
i enjoy life too much... even tho there are bad moments... there is always sunshine after the rain...